Week 10: Spirituality, Podcasting, and The Main Thing

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Personal Updates

Greetings from college. I remember 2 years ago, I had a call with a friend who was starting his first year at university. I told him, ā€œItā€™s almost as if you swapped lives with someone else. One day, youā€™re living this life back home. The next day, youā€™re x miles away living a completely different life.ā€ I suppose thatā€™s how I feel right now: disoriented. Itā€™s such a common experience now, and it usually takes a few days to get adjusted.

The beginning of sophomore year, currently writing this exact newsletter.

Before I headed out to college, though, I recorded 3 podcast episodes in 2 days. While the last 2 arenā€™t published yet, my episode with Danny Miranda has. This was a very special one because he was one of the biggest inspirations that led me to start this podcast back in April 2024. Now, it feels like everything has come full circle. The best part? This is just the beginning. More conversations to be had.

Learnings

After going through existential moments a year prior, my values have shifted quite a bit. As I continue the never-ending journey of finding the light (aka God), spirituality has started emerging as a way to connect reality with the divine. According to Wayne Dyer, when people feel ā€˜visited by a force that they always have been connected to but theyā€™re now listening to for the first timeā€¦ā€™ their values change:

As I experience the wonder and appreciation I have for this life, I continually ask myself: ā€œIs this wonder a spiritual wonder or is it simply a wonder configured by the firing of neurons in my mind?ā€ Perhaps itā€™s the former. We all want to feel unconditional love, peace, and joy. This presents the question: where does love come from? I donā€™t think the concept of love can be explained by science; instead, it can only be experienced.

2: The Benefits Of Starting a Podcast

Okay, I may be slightly biased here, but I think starting a podcast is one of the highest ROI activities you can do when youā€™re young and beginning your journey of lifelong learning and adventure. My friend Tyger Cho, whoā€™s also a fellow podcaster, posted this clip from John Vervaeke on the importance of talking to others. The thing is: clear thinking comes from dialogue, not necessarily playing thoughts in your own head.

There are so many returns you get from starting a podcast. Some benefits off the top of my head: you become a better speaker, communicator, listener, empathizer, thinker, facilitator, note-taker, and researcher. Thatā€™s the hard skills. In addition, you get to connect with people you otherwise wouldnā€™t have. A lot of friends Iā€™ve made on the Internet came from the podcast, and itā€™s only been 5 months.

3: Keeping the Main Thing the Main Thing

I canā€™t tell you how many times I fell into this trap. This quote is so brilliantly simple, yet when it comes to focusing on the most important thing, we often fail to do so. Why? We create shadow activities, lying to ourselves that those activities could substitute for the most important thing. But while we may make progress on these ā€œsubstitute activities,ā€ we end up making zero or little progress on what truly matters.

ā€œThe most important thing is to keep the most important thing the most important thingā€

Donald P. Coduto

As I reflect on my summer, I did a lot of things: I ran my first marathon, started this weekly newsletter/wrote essays, recorded 11 podcast episodes, applied to a study abroad program, etc. But while those things were genuinely really fun and 9/10 activities, I failed to keep the most important thing the most important thing: my number 1 mission in life. What is that mission?

To create music films, to tell stories about the human experience around the world. While I did premiere my 2nd music film Homecoming back at the end of June (hit 1k views a few days ago :), I took a 2 month break after the premiere. I got back to it a few weeks before college started, working on season 3, but I failed to keep that as the main priority. The last quarter of 2024? You know what Iā€™ll be cooking.

So, for the next 10 or so weeks, Iā€™ll be working on season 3, this time to the beautiful city of Vancouver, Canada. Iā€™m giving myself the deadline of Christmas to premiere the film, so thereā€™s a lot to be done. This will be the first music film not set in Asia, so itā€™s going to be a special one. Oh yeah, and itā€™s going to be Christmas-themed. Will continue to post updates. Stay tuned.

Conclusion

I journaled this on an international flight back to the U.S. I revisited this journal entry a week ago, and was like: ā€œDamn, this little bro speaking TRUTH.ā€ Here it is:

ā€œThe most beautiful view in my entire lifeā€¦ seeing the stars 30,000 feet up in the air. If this isnā€™t heaven, I donā€™t know what is. The sun has completely set now, with the beautiful night sky welcoming me with full arms. This moment, while short, provides me with infinite bliss. The sheer beauty of this life in which I liveā€¦ to be able to witness such a transcendental experience. This life, this existence, what truly even matters? - when Iā€™m being presented with an experience that transcends all human consciousness: to see the stars on a flight through the depths of the night. What is there to worry about, really? Look up. Fly high. And realize that these ā€˜thingsā€™ - college, money, any physical tangible thing - theyā€™re all just extensions to who we are, not substitutes. We are the divine. We are spiritual beings. And nothing can take us away from this. Memories. Emotions. Thoughts. Functionality. How were we given all this? What a blessing this all is. To be able to feel. To think. To remember. To live. This is where the beauty of humanity lies. And when we look up in the skies, we see that all is well. The universe may be watching, but it is completely calm. Things are moving around, of course, but calm. At perfect state, where everything is where it needs to be. And thus, we are where we, individually, need to be. This is all part of the masterplan of some sort. We are, exactly, who we are. Thus, all is well, and we can continue to simply be who we are. There is no need to force anything. And paradoxically, by relinquishing our force, are we able to produce genuine change. Iā€™m not sure where Iā€™m going with this, but maybe thereā€™s some insight there. To be able to see the stars like thisā€¦ I donā€™t know how we got here, or what our motive is, but damn is this a beautiful life.ā€

My journal entry - March 31, 2024

Have an awesome week,

Jeston Lu

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